Saturday, September 02, 2006

THERE ARE ALOT OF TIMES I ASK MYSELF.
why do i love you?
why do i always be the nice one?
why am i treating you so nice?
am i treating u the way i hope u will treat me?
why are you treating me like this?
am i so not impt to you?
when im lonely where are you?
when i need u , why do u always say u want to sleep tml then tok?
why when i cry u never made an effort to comfort me but smirk at me and say uare used to it.
why why why.
im not complaining
im just asking.
do u even love me?
or be with me cos i can do alot for u?

i hate myself. seriously
mixueLOVESyou
Saturday, September 02, 2006



Wednesday, August 30, 2006

i wish at times i can express how i really want to feel over here.
i wish sometimes someone unexpectedly calls me and chat with me.
maybe asking me out for tea. maybe hanging around somewhere.
insteadd of just being around. throwing hints that he/she concern abt u.
my way is if u want to show , show it and show it willingly. (: not for the fact
that i will think that you are sweet but the fact that u truly concern and care.
there many times i wonder to myself.
What i have been doing for others is it the way i want them to treat me ? But when it never seems true to me, i will get fed up and flare away with my nonsense? maybe.
mixueLOVESyou
Wednesday, August 30, 2006




Hm its time i better speak proper english. like MY NUT; and other friendds of MINE. goodness, i didnt realize how childish i sound and how irritating it was when i record and hear myself speaking! OMG. i better start learning to speak properly and stop %#@&^ me . haha no more lor and lehs. i must grow up. ((: happy mugging - ME.


for goodness sake;



EXAMS SUCKS.




LAUGHS.laughter.LAUGHING.laugh-ed
JOKES.joker.JOKERING!?!?!.JOKE-D
FUNNY.funniest.FUNNYING!!?.FUNN-ED

okay i been laughing like crazy but i aint happie.
nobody even bothers to check if im alright.
if i need a lil more help or shoulder to cry on.
mixueLOVESyou
Wednesday, August 30, 2006



Monday, August 28, 2006

birthday LIST; ((=

1) FULL mani & pedi
2)makeoverr+hairstyling
3)HEELS
4)dresses and more dresses
5)revampping my room
6)someone to bake sth for me
7)packk MYmake-ups; earrings
8)a new bagg.
9)surprise ((: presents*
10)CLOTHES
11)chocolates
12)facial and body massage
13) spend times with darlinggs
14)go out DATING
15) laugh more and more

PS: dada made me laugh alot everyday when we are together. (: ilu#
mixueLOVESyou
Monday, August 28, 2006



Sunday, August 27, 2006

boo. half alive. half dead.
wakakkakas.
mixueLOVESyou
Sunday, August 27, 2006